I'm finally sending out my collection this spring. I've held onto this collection way too long. And some part of me still doesn't want it in the world. I keep asking myself why. Self-doubt? Fear of criticism? Aversion to author photos?
But damn that part of me! This book will be sent out! I've trimmed the size of the collection. I've tinkered and tinkered. (A lot of the poems published in the Web del Sol chapbook have been re-shaped and pared down.) I've found an order that speaks to me. (No sections!) The collection finally feels finished. I can do no more with this collection. And most importantly, new poems are arriving that don't belong to the first collection.
Didn't I say the collection was finished last August when I started my new blog? Yes, you did! I lied. Now, I'm telling the truth.
Now, do any of you perform any good luck rituals before you send out your packets? Do any of you whisper magic words to your packets as you stamp them?